Dearie....Wendi

2009-02-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

There are alot of things being kept inside me for so long....but it's seems like even i'm willing to endure or even let go .... things still the same. My life is like a mountain....nothing goes smoothly for me..... God....bless....me.....im still wondering!!!!

2009-02-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

I'm reli sick of life.....i'm i going to live in this situatuion till old??? Been wondering for long.......sometimes things just can't stop happening!!!! Just exactly like her own mother....behaving like shit!!! Despite me telling, nagging, talking, scolding or even beating.....things just won't work anymore!!!! Being a pampered child, nothing can be done!!!!! Looking at her sometimes i endure as no matter WAT....ppl always say me "I'M NOT HER REAL MOTHER!!!!" Being a stepmother is not as simple as ppl think. No one will support you and doing thousands of good thing is not as good as doing ONE BAD things...ppl will ALWAYS remember the BAD instead of GOOD!!!! What am i suppose to do???? Tell me???? I have alreay tried my very best in everything!!! Things just wont work....couldn't work i would say. The more older she grow the more hatered i get. There is no more patient in me already!!! Because of her, i have been quarrelling or arguing even more. How am i suppose to live with all this?? Work already giving me enough stress...pay & allowance being cut off, back home another stress come in.....i'm reli going crazy soon!!!!! Ppl always say being a stepmother is never easy.....i would say being a stepmother is always a loser. Children is always the winner. Even yr "VERY OWN FAMILY" won't help you but the child!!!!! life reli sucks...SUCKS....you understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-21T14:34:00.009+08:00

Went JB with lao Gong, Shuway, & na na.....on 18/02/09....Wednesday....@@ Soooo enjoyable....cos we went massage, pedicure & shopping....^-^...now steamboat dinner.... This Shuway tot ppl don't know it's wednesday that day....wearing tt tshirt....GRENNISH WOMEN...hur hur....

Waiting for the food to be cooked....hur hur.....HUNGRY liao!!!!!

2009-02-21T14:22:00.004+08:00

Guess wat....This year Valentine's Day is my happiest moment...Suddenly 360 degree change lo...i'm working...he sms me "wanna come to the bridge to smoke"....as usual i never give a second thought and went out....SUrPrISe......I got flowers for Valentine's too....SooooOOOooo Happy.......

2009-02-21T14:10:00.011+08:00

Me & Jie.....Me & ChuTing....

My Whole Family....Jie...Where is yr 2 little "Bao Bei" huh??? Playing hide & seek huh???

Squeeze you like crazy.....hur hur hur

lovely couple yea....

Nice pose right.....

CNY 2009....Golden Cow Year.....

ChuTing (future sister in law) with Jiaxi & keith on CHU YI.....@ Dad's place....

2008-12-14T13:47:00.003+08:00

Can you tell from Daddy face expression ** he is soooooo happy lor**

It's Daddy 67th Birthday.....after Bird Park...went head straight to dad's house for celebration....Mother didn't cook but we order from downstairs food stall...Sister bought cake from Breadtalk....

2008-12-14T12:53:00.003+08:00

A Happy Outing for both kids & Baby sitter....hee hee....

This Keith is so brave lor....dare to walk by himself whereas....beverly....quickly jump onto the baby primp and cry....wahaha....little naughty girl**Pout**....i'm the most tired ones....cos pushing the primp the whole day....

Nice water fall right??? ** Faster come take photos**.....

Naughty Beverly throwing her temper because she fell down.....

Scary Eagle & layan griffon.......so big lor....

It's scary at first but in the end...all kids dare to walk liao.....

It's feeding time....Darling first time feeding the birds...scare & excited.....

Well....during off days went Jurong bird park....we lost our way in Jurong Island...wahaha...." Kids asking: Are we there???? Have we reached????" . . .they are so impatient...can't wait to see birds.....hee hee Keith is so happy and he always walk on his own.....like an " Old Uncle" cos holding beverly hand while walking.....like a Big Brother now.... Jonathan as usual...like a monkey jump here & there.... Beverly keep wanting to hold hands with Keith but ** Keith refused**...????? Dear Dear & me like baby sitter....wahahaha.....

2008-12-14T12:33:00.020+08:00

Wahaha....long time never update myself liao ya.....Misses me???? Really busy la...no time for all..Hey hey....you will never know how busy i am lor.... time not enough la.. This year really a bad year for all...."bad times"...no bonus, no promotions, etc....But at least still got a job la..... We had a "Xmas 2008 cum Boss Birthday party" @ Sentosa. Really enjoy the cosy place, and of course , meeting "MY F4 once again"... **Chantel, Chucky, Valerie & myself**...... "We are the F4".... & my best buddy... **Janice**...so long never see her liao...ever since i changed to na na team....misses all of them so much....

2008-10-28T10:03:00.009+08:00

YEA!!!!.....** WE WON**...WE WON....YES!!!! NORTH CLUSTER....finally ....after all the hard work!!!!

Stupid china man(Waiter)....don't know how to take photos.....ANGRY!!!!

NORTH CLUSTER- Ang Mo Kio Central Branch @ Service Night 2008 *** Bliss Garden( Expo)......

The Grand Opening " Dancing Queen"....saw us???? YES, NORTH CLUSTER!!!!

herrrr,,,,,gerrrrrr,,,,, Giving me only 2 hours to learn the steps & going to perform up stage soon....see my nervous face * expression..... going up to be a clown soon....reli wad Sharon Tay said" CHUA SAI"!!!!!..... i mind is in a blank couldb't remember all the step liao.....reli scary.....1st time going up stage to perform without much practice. *** Pls: luckily, i never "DUI LIAN" drag the group down.....at least we WON......got 2nd Runner-Up*** Hee hee....

Can you guess who is the person???? Wahaha....he's my Boss.....Clement Tee....Hee hee.....Ah Beng lor.....Hey, it's retro night lei.....wrong theme lor....hee hee....He's gonna killed me if he see this!!!! Hee....Na Na Na Boo Boo....

2008-10-28T09:51:00.012+08:00

Jiaxi 11th Birthday....bought her to swensen for dinner! Beverly keep asking where is Jiaxi's Birthday cake.....through out the whole dinner she bugs at me non stop....reli can't take it!!!!....reli like an old auntie like that....Beverly very naughty....Jiaxi enjoy her birthday.....she ask for a story book for her birthday present.....

2008-10-28T09:49:00.004+08:00

Went Jamie's Wedding....taking photos of ourselves....but where is the Bride??? She is so busy lo....lol....anyway, the Bride is gorgeous.....

2008-10-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLcC1t5h-5I

2008-10-16T15:11:00.003+08:00

The moments together practising is tedious....but it's fun & memorable one....time spend together and knowing all my pretty babes here....reli tks all for their effort & so "Guai Guai" listen to the make-up artist - - - * Me & valerie.....ha ha ha.....although it's against their wish for wearing like tt....but still we make the best of us!!!!

2008-10-16T14:51:00.015+08:00

Ang Mo Kio Central....GO Go GO.......!!!!!!

Hey, it's rehersal time....who snap us!!!!

Well, anyway.....WE ARE THE BEST!!!!

Godness me....this Pretty women is so god damn tall lor....i'm already wearing 4"iches heels...yet you see when we take this photo.....i'm like a "bear bear" to her!!!!

Casper & Me....tired yet posting again!!!

Soooooooooooo pretty & i feel so proud!!! We really had fun although we only ate the 1st dish for through out the whole night.....We tried our best although we didn't win but we know we are the best.....

Yo...yo.....Hosh.....HOSH!!!!!....WE ARE THE BEST!!!!!

3 Beautiful Pineapple's.......not "Ge Tai" or "881" okie......we are "Pussycat Dolls"!!!!

This Diva.....can anyone tell me is she beautiful????

Please la, Na......you are gorgeous okie.....stop saying you look ugly.....this will hurt me & val lor....cos we make over for you want lor....lol.....

I took photo with Quan Yi Feng....hee hee!!!

Now....after changing do we all look like 881???? lol.....We are not......

Our Name is " PUSSYCAT DOLLS"!!!!!!

Preparing for all ....getting ready to perform liao

This women beside is you guess who???? Sammi Cheng?????...hee hee....It's Ah Fen la....

Val, Chantel & Me.....Back to school......The sporty us.......

We are the Best......

2008-10-05T16:24:00.008+08:00

2008-10-05T16:19:00.003+08:00

Yeepy.....finally our Dinner & Dance is over....been busy practising the dance...but reli enjoy it although it's really tired....becos of the GD chqs coming in.....didn't really off and rest well....off days also go back to work....OT this month.....

My Esther......i steady bo...do with one hand the other use phone.....ha ha

2008-09-23T14:05:00.003+08:00

Ha ha ha....while waiting....take pictures 1st.....hee hee...Mood not very good cos heard abt something not nice...

Sometimes i wondering....where are "their" BALLS & GUTS!!!!

** Only know how to back stab ppl behind **

** No Brain.....always like a remote control**

**Loves to be control by ppl licking their ass**

FUCKING SHIT..........

2008-09-14T03:17:00.000+08:00

Sis gave me for my 28th birthday present.....hee hee.....

2008-09-14T03:14:00.002+08:00

My sister & brother in law wif their 2 Bao bei.....Celebrating Zach's 1 yr old & Keith 4 yrs old birthday.....with all their cousins & friends.....

2008-09-14T03:02:00.003+08:00

Today....went to Keith & Zach birthday....my two nephew reli enjoying themselves...with so many kids celebrating their birthday.....lol....me not to bad also lo....sis bought me a coach pouch...wahaha.....hee hee....smiling till my teeth drop lo.....

2008-09-14T02:48:00.002+08:00

Cutting my cake lo....there goes a 1 year older women.... sob sob....but reli enjoy myself so much...

2008-09-14T02:47:00.002+08:00

See how sweet my family are....celebrating my birthday....just feel like a princess back again even after married...wahaha.....old women talking liao....tks.....jam it!!

2008-09-14T02:45:00.001+08:00

Enjoying myself with hubby Daniel......@ Traders hotel for dinner....yeepy....so sweet & romantic of him to book this dinner inadvance to celebrate my 28th Birthday....

2008-09-14T02:39:00.001+08:00

This is my Birthday treat from hubby.....Daniel

2008-09-12T23:14:00.015+08:00

My 28th Birthday cake from Intercontinental Hotel Singapore....Gift from big brother in law....

It's Kate Spade card holder....gift from Hubby darling....

This eye lashes....given by Christine Toh....giving me surprise @ premier teller counter....so sweet of her....

Gucci Rush perfume...given by Serene Lim.....

This Kitty....so lovable sweet....just coudn't resist it....given by Yin Foong...

Surprise from Chucky & Val....memories of us.....wahaha....must reli thanks to Valerie...makes my birthday so special...

Citigems diamond earring.....from Branch.... OC Amk Ctrl......

Vincci heel.....from my buddy Janice Chong..... knowing me loving heels...lol my best buddy!

Burberry's wallet from premier.....

Wow....look @ my 28th birthday present.....lol....still got somemore present not taken together...

Summary time.....sweet memories.... Special thanks to Valerie, Chantel, Triple L,Janice,Chucky...

I love you girls.....Muack Muack Muack.....

2008-09-12T23:08:00.001+08:00

It's my 28th Birthday.....Spending these days with my love ones & friends.....this year birthday is the most memorable ones.....

Looking @ the flowers....so sweet right??....

2008-08-03T23:21:00.005+08:00

Who r those monkey's behind us....chey...so childish...ppl take pictre so loving yet u disturb.....hee hee see my darling eyes half open.....{ R u high liao}...hee hee

2008-08-03T23:18:00.003+08:00

@ Red Antz wif Uncle Mark, Auntie Kelly....drinking....ops....i'm drving right???

Shh.....don't let ppl know....i drink little bit only.....ha

2008-08-03T23:16:00.005+08:00

lol....finally had my tattoo done....damn painful lor.....torlerate for 2 hrs hor....My birthmark being cover lo.....darling accompany me there....

*bitting...squeezing...***

Now...wanna do...go look for this artist...damn good...@ Blk 555 Ang Mo Kio Ave 10 #01-1956...Ian Francis.....

***Beautiful Angel Fairy.....**** PLEASE NOT A BUTTERFLY OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-30T12:03:00.003+08:00

Everything wanna do also cannot..... I said...Going out wif my girlfriends.... He Said....up to you always go out..... I Said....i wanna tattoo...... he said......married or tattoo...... I said.....i go shopping..... He said......can't you stay at home???? I said....i work OT..... He said.....you working in a bank or not????? I said....i wanna buy LV bag he Said.....Must well you give me the $$$$$$$$$ #&$*%(@&#^$%^@*......RELI wad on earth have i done WRONG to deserve all these.....Where are all my freedom and leisure.......Life SUCKS and it's been a hell to me......

2008-07-30T11:59:00.003+08:00

Went Red Antz wif Valerie.....meet hubby there with his friends after we went to milly's shop to do eyelash....

2008-07-30T11:47:00.007+08:00

Xi Nu Ai Le....facial expression....at branch killing our sleepy time...@ Premier...hee hee...

2008-07-23T22:34:00.008+08:00

Took this photo @ Premier counter...Ha ha ha.....moody & angry....2 of us...( Casper & Bear Bear)....don't feel like working....full of hypocrite ppl in the branch..... Casper....i reli enjoy my time with you....Life without you reli so meaning at work.....no 'Lunch kakis' lor.... Throw me alone today.....chey.....

2008-07-20T22:03:00.013+08:00

My new stuffs.....spend $$$ again....lol....

2008-07-20T21:40:00.010+08:00

Woke up @ 6.45am......Me & Chantel went swimming @ Season's Park.....(Brother-in-law) hse....after swimming we go Lily there for hair removal.... Time past....went to fetch Dear Dear.... go orchard shopping...lol....Spendid....we bought things again....Sunglasses...@$25, Cotton On Blouse @ 2 for$20..., La Senza bra & Tank Top....Ops....We Shop again..... Time for dinner....it's STEAMBOAT ....WOW.....eat non stop....Ops can't find our waist liao....ha ha ha.... ..

2008-07-19T21:23:00.005+08:00

Went to do my eye lash....magic.....now i'm so pretty lei....hee hee..... make-up only takes me 5 min....can sleep longer now...ha ha ha....

2008-07-19T20:45:00.010+08:00

Miss my Chantel badly.....waiting for the bubbly Chantel to come back....just wanna tell her to be brave and life still have to go on even without 'him"..... crying and torturing won't help at all...you will feel more miserable eventually.... My dear...if you see this...please come back.......don't be alone there!!! I believe no one understand you better than me......

2008-07-19T20:35:00.007+08:00

Today woke up do house chores....wash all my clothes and iron all my clothes....packed my cupboard...hee hee bought too much liao...now my cupboard all packed...nooooooo more space liao.....lol....spendid.....mop floor, change bed sheet, clean the dirt......tired lei..... When Novena Square shopping with Dear, Gal & mother-in-law.....bought a Espirt pouch for her and i bought an Addia's T-shirt, Cotton On-blouse & a Jacket...woo....Finally found the jacket which i have been looking for....yeepy..... Muacks......head for dinner @ Bali Thai ..... went home at 9pm....Wad a saturday.....hee hee.....

2008-07-19T20:28:00.010+08:00

Today...went KTV with Chantel & Lena....Sing till my throat pain sia....hee hee... went home at 3am...lena went off at 1am and left the 2 of us there...feeling very down as i saw his ex-wife pregnant and living happily where by i'm JEALOUS....hate this feeling....wandering if he ever missed her or think of her....but when i ask him, he said " i swear to god...i never!"..... feel better but still have that unsecured feeling.... Wanna tattoo.... he don't allow reason given he said he won't let other man touch my body....blak, chek...wearing bare back blouse wad...oso never take out clothes....MCP....lol....now i'm tired....ZZzzzzz

2008-07-14T22:57:00.006+08:00

Today....i'm tired....just don't know why i'm so busy... @ @ Well...don't know y i'm feeling very down....nothing seems to be right for me......... Hate ironing my uniform...where is my maid?????? hee hee.... ^ ^ ( i'm still waiting for one) Have been talking to Chantel these few days....nice talking to this "Siao Za Bo" ^ ^....she's funny and cute....love the way she talk and crack jokes...will gonna miss her soon lor.... Sob Sob!!!!! Hoping she will stay and keep me company....she's a fun lovely girl....so gorgeous and so bubbly....love her so much ^ ^, she always make my day..... ^ ^ Yeepy....work one more day i'm off liao....tsk....but so much house chores to do lor....sian....... %*#@&%*@*%@#

2008-07-14T01:49:00.009+08:00

Today like shit lor.... %#*^@&% Wanna go home early as got appointment wif Milly to do eyelash...(End up cancel appointment) Damn it.....Stupid auditor coming in tmr...F*** them...have been doing OT becos of them very tired) ^ ^ .... Today go lunch with Chantel "Siao Sa Bo" also (just like me)....so much to talk too...too bad she is leaving me soon......>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Blak....^ ^ ....stupid "ah tel' leaving me working in hell alone..... My "Sir"...Valerie....must be happy shopping & eating @ Hong Kong now liao....so envy.... : ( Never Mind....my trip coming this DEC, soon be going for my HoneyMoon......yeapy!!!!!..... GUESS WHERE....indecisive lei....korea???? Japan???? Paris??? hmm.....London???? All my wishful thinking la....most likely Korea ba.....my dear dear promise me want lei.....

2008-07-14T01:44:00.004+08:00

It's a Christmas gift....it's beautiful....just love bags....ha ha ha

2008-07-14T00:00:00.004+08:00

My Dream Bag.....finally got it....u never know how long i have been aiming it.....shh.....don't tell me hubby hor....later kena scolding again....ha ha ha

2008-07-13T23:58:00.004+08:00

Bought another bag.....reli can't resist...

2008-07-13T23:22:00.004+08:00

Ha ha ha....finally got a Burberry Blue Label from Japan @ SGD370/-.... Michelle help me to buy when she went for holiday!! Yeap.... ;)