Everything wanna do also cannot..... I said...Going out wif my girlfriends.... He Said....up to you always go out..... I Said....i wanna tattoo...... he said......married or tattoo...... I said.....i go shopping..... He said......can't you stay at home???? I said....i work OT..... He said.....you working in a bank or not????? I said....i wanna buy LV bag he Said.....Must well you give me the $$$$$$$$$ #&$*%(@&#^$%^@*......RELI wad on earth have i done WRONG to deserve all these.....Where are all my freedom and leisure.......Life SUCKS and it's been a hell to me......

Went Red Antz wif Valerie.....meet hubby there with his friends after we went to milly's shop to do eyelash....

Xi Nu Ai Le....facial expression....at branch killing our sleepy time...@ Premier...hee hee...

Took this photo @ Premier counter...Ha ha ha.....moody & angry....2 of us...( Casper & Bear Bear)....don't feel like working....full of hypocrite ppl in the branch..... Casper....i reli enjoy my time with you....Life without you reli so meaning at work.....no 'Lunch kakis' lor.... Throw me alone today.....chey.....

My new stuffs.....spend $$$ again....lol....

Woke up @ 6.45am......Me & Chantel went swimming @ Season's Park.....(Brother-in-law) hse....after swimming we go Lily there for hair removal.... Time past....went to fetch Dear Dear.... go orchard shopping...lol....Spendid....we bought things again....Sunglasses...@$25, Cotton On Blouse @ 2 for$20..., La Senza bra & Tank Top....Ops....We Shop again..... Time for dinner....it's STEAMBOAT ....WOW.....eat non stop....Ops can't find our waist liao....ha ha ha.... ..

Went to do my eye lash....magic.....now i'm so pretty lei....hee hee..... make-up only takes me 5 min....can sleep longer now...ha ha ha....

Miss my Chantel badly.....waiting for the bubbly Chantel to come back....just wanna tell her to be brave and life still have to go on even without 'him"..... crying and torturing won't help at all...you will feel more miserable eventually.... My dear...if you see this...please come back.......don't be alone there!!! I believe no one understand you better than me......

Today woke up do house chores....wash all my clothes and iron all my clothes....packed my cupboard...hee hee bought too much liao...now my cupboard all packed...nooooooo more space liao.....lol....spendid.....mop floor, change bed sheet, clean the dirt......tired lei..... When Novena Square shopping with Dear, Gal & mother-in-law.....bought a Espirt pouch for her and i bought an Addia's T-shirt, Cotton On-blouse & a Jacket...woo....Finally found the jacket which i have been looking for....yeepy..... Muacks......head for dinner @ Bali Thai ..... went home at 9pm....Wad a saturday.....hee hee.....

Today...went KTV with Chantel & Lena....Sing till my throat pain sia....hee hee... went home at 3am...lena went off at 1am and left the 2 of us there...feeling very down as i saw his ex-wife pregnant and living happily where by i'm JEALOUS....hate this feeling....wandering if he ever missed her or think of her....but when i ask him, he said " i swear to god...i never!"..... feel better but still have that unsecured feeling.... Wanna tattoo.... he don't allow reason given he said he won't let other man touch my body....blak, chek...wearing bare back blouse wad...oso never take out clothes....MCP....lol....now i'm tired....ZZzzzzz

Today....i'm tired....just don't know why i'm so busy... @ @ Well...don't know y i'm feeling very down....nothing seems to be right for me......... Hate ironing my uniform...where is my maid?????? hee hee.... ^ ^ ( i'm still waiting for one) Have been talking to Chantel these few days....nice talking to this "Siao Za Bo" ^ ^....she's funny and cute....love the way she talk and crack jokes...will gonna miss her soon lor.... Sob Sob!!!!! Hoping she will stay and keep me company....she's a fun lovely girl....so gorgeous and so bubbly....love her so much ^ ^, she always make my day..... ^ ^ Yeepy....work one more day i'm off liao....tsk....but so much house chores to do lor....sian....... %*#@&%*@*%@#

Today like shit lor.... %#*^@&% Wanna go home early as got appointment wif Milly to do eyelash...(End up cancel appointment) Damn it.....Stupid auditor coming in tmr...F*** them...have been doing OT becos of them very tired) ^ ^ .... Today go lunch with Chantel "Siao Sa Bo" also (just like me)....so much to talk too...too bad she is leaving me soon......>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Blak....^ ^ ....stupid "ah tel' leaving me working in hell alone..... My "Sir"...Valerie....must be happy shopping & eating @ Hong Kong now liao....so envy.... : ( Never Mind....my trip coming this DEC, soon be going for my HoneyMoon......yeapy!!!!!..... GUESS WHERE....indecisive lei....korea???? Japan???? Paris??? hmm.....London???? All my wishful thinking la....most likely Korea ba.....my dear dear promise me want lei.....

It's a Christmas gift....it's beautiful....just love bags....ha ha ha

My Dream Bag.....finally got it....u never know how long i have been aiming it.....shh.....don't tell me hubby hor....later kena scolding again....ha ha ha

Bought another bag.....reli can't resist...

Ha ha ha....finally got a Burberry Blue Label from Japan @ SGD370/-.... Michelle help me to buy when she went for holiday!! Yeap.... ;)