There are alot of things being kept inside me for so long....but it's seems like even i'm willing to endure or even let go .... things still the same. My life is like a mountain....nothing goes smoothly for me..... God....bless....me.....im still wondering!!!!

I'm reli sick of life.....i'm i going to live in this situatuion till old??? Been wondering for long.......sometimes things just can't stop happening!!!! Just exactly like her own mother....behaving like shit!!! Despite me telling, nagging, talking, scolding or even beating.....things just won't work anymore!!!! Being a pampered child, nothing can be done!!!!! Looking at her sometimes i endure as no matter WAT....ppl always say me "I'M NOT HER REAL MOTHER!!!!" Being a stepmother is not as simple as ppl think. No one will support you and doing thousands of good thing is not as good as doing ONE BAD things...ppl will ALWAYS remember the BAD instead of GOOD!!!! What am i suppose to do???? Tell me???? I have alreay tried my very best in everything!!! Things just wont work....couldn't work i would say. The more older she grow the more hatered i get. There is no more patient in me already!!! Because of her, i have been quarrelling or arguing even more. How am i suppose to live with all this?? Work already giving me enough stress...pay & allowance being cut off, back home another stress come in.....i'm reli going crazy soon!!!!! Ppl always say being a stepmother is never easy.....i would say being a stepmother is always a loser. Children is always the winner. Even yr "VERY OWN FAMILY" won't help you but the child!!!!! life reli sucks...SUCKS....you understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went JB with lao Gong, Shuway, & na na.....on 18/02/09....Wednesday....@@ Soooo enjoyable....cos we went massage, pedicure & shopping....^-^...now steamboat dinner.... This Shuway tot ppl don't know it's wednesday that day....wearing tt tshirt....GRENNISH WOMEN...hur hur....

Waiting for the food to be cooked....hur hur.....HUNGRY liao!!!!!

Guess wat....This year Valentine's Day is my happiest moment...Suddenly 360 degree change lo...i'm working...he sms me "wanna come to the bridge to smoke"....as usual i never give a second thought and went out....SUrPrISe......I got flowers for Valentine's too....SooooOOOooo Happy.......

Me & Jie.....Me & ChuTing....

My Whole Family....Jie...Where is yr 2 little "Bao Bei" huh??? Playing hide & seek huh???

Squeeze you like crazy.....hur hur hur

lovely couple yea....

Nice pose right.....

CNY 2009....Golden Cow Year.....

ChuTing (future sister in law) with Jiaxi & keith on CHU YI.....@ Dad's place....