Today...went KTV with Chantel & Lena....Sing till my throat pain sia....hee hee... went home at 3am...lena went off at 1am and left the 2 of us there...feeling very down as i saw his ex-wife pregnant and living happily where by i'm JEALOUS....hate this feeling....wandering if he ever missed her or think of her....but when i ask him, he said " i swear to god...i never!"..... feel better but still have that unsecured feeling.... Wanna tattoo.... he don't allow reason given he said he won't let other man touch my body....blak, chek...wearing bare back blouse wad...oso never take out clothes....MCP....lol....now i'm tired....ZZzzzzz