I'm reli sick of life.....i'm i going to live in this situatuion till old??? Been wondering for long.......sometimes things just can't stop happening!!!! Just exactly like her own mother....behaving like shit!!! Despite me telling, nagging, talking, scolding or even beating.....things just won't work anymore!!!! Being a pampered child, nothing can be done!!!!! Looking at her sometimes i endure as no matter WAT....ppl always say me "I'M NOT HER REAL MOTHER!!!!" Being a stepmother is not as simple as ppl think. No one will support you and doing thousands of good thing is not as good as doing ONE BAD things...ppl will ALWAYS remember the BAD instead of GOOD!!!! What am i suppose to do???? Tell me???? I have alreay tried my very best in everything!!! Things just wont work....couldn't work i would say. The more older she grow the more hatered i get. There is no more patient in me already!!! Because of her, i have been quarrelling or arguing even more. How am i suppose to live with all this?? Work already giving me enough stress...pay & allowance being cut off, back home another stress come in.....i'm reli going crazy soon!!!!! Ppl always say being a stepmother is never easy.....i would say being a stepmother is always a loser. Children is always the winner. Even yr "VERY OWN FAMILY" won't help you but the child!!!!! life reli sucks...SUCKS....you understand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!